Where did that train come from?

 I posted once already today. It concentrated on the positivity I was feeling. And then...well, this is what happened. I have a habit of clicking on people's fb pages if something catches my eye. I started reading a page owned by someone from my home town. On her page was the link to a song I assosciate with my childhood. Michael W, Smith's "Friends Are Friends Forever". This is the song that was played on the last night of every church camp I attended when I was a kid. So, it's assosciated with saying goodbye. For me, I wasn't just saying goodbye to new friends or even old friends. I was saying goodbye to the only few days a year that I felt like I belonged somewhere. I was saying goodbye to the only few days a year that I felt accepted. Earlier today I blogged about how I had finally gotten to a place where I know I belong to God. I know He loves me so when I had such a reaction to the memory of this song I guess I didn't understand it. I guess the long and short of it is that in some ways I guess I have come full circle because I know that I don't have to ever say again that I won't feel that feeling of belonging again because God loves me and is with me 24/7. He meets my every need. Every day. He has seen fit to let me find some of those old friends again via facebook. I have found some new friends too. My point is, I have lots of people who love me, accept me, root for me, pray for me, take me by the shoulders and pull me out of the stratosphere whether it be figuratively or literally. I am Blessed.